昨天整個下午在看新聞,覺得以黎的事,不該在inmedia的民間記者鬧哄哄的組織了兩次遊行過後便靜下來。這個「不該」至少有幾重意思。
第一重意思,是我們常批評專注力不過三幾天的主流媒體,自己不好意思高調關注完便水淨鵝飛。
第二重意思,是死唔信咁容易給一種虛幻的挫敗感折服。也就是說,我們從第一分鐘開始便知道,在香港把中東的戰爭資訊有咁大聲叫咁大聲字有咁大隻寫咁大隻,本就不是阻止轟炸濫殺繼續發生的甚麼秘密武器必勝手段。是以大龍鳳搞完,那邊死傷人數不斷累積,香港這邊繼續水波不興,根本不構成甚麼失敗,反戰民間記者不應為此感到氣餒,更不可以當成停止的藉口。
第三重意思,帶著沒有妄想的前提,理應令一眾民間記者摸索到自己的限制,以後要在conditions of impossibility的縫隙中找condition(s) of possibility。戰火是遠是我們控制不了,但不等如要愁雲慘霧抬不起頭。
開場白講住咁多先。帶著這樣的心情,晚上七時坐小輪到尖沙咀的天星碼頭五支旗桿,參加國際特赦組織(AI)香港分會舉辦的燭光集會。AI特地預備了一大綑紅繩,結了許多「同心結」,並將之翻譯成「solidarity knot」。
此情此景,這種小東西是很神奇的。以前的工作經驗總教我但凡做甚麼事都好,不做沒希望的事,必需做到實質、可見、甚至能量化的改變。但在反戰反濫炸這事上,要麼便是低調處理,要大搞下去便要承認目的不在直接阻止死神繼續做野,不在立桿見影地改變以色列巴勒斯坦黎巴嫩約旦埃及以至其他阿拉伯國家一直以來的恩怨情仇,不在於能一掌摑醒英美這些雙重標準目空一切的大佬心態。
我容或有頭腦過熱近乎肉麻,燭光晚會的小紅繩同心結,就似為在場相識不相識,對事件有不同程度了解不同程度肉緊的人,提供了一種embodied的團結感覺。有團結的感覺不等如明天以色列總理就會向全世界鞠躬道歉,布殊貝理雅也不會明天認契弟,這是最低要求也是必要條件。
燭光晚會其實沒有點亮所有燭光,未能砌成「停火」和「cease fire」的字樣,一來碼頭旁風太大,二來我們的火機都太不濟,點了幾支便過熱幾乎融掉。AI的billy邀請了獨立樂手arnold fang一起唱了幾首歌,然後在場的參與者出來發言。整個晚會都很平靜,平靜得近乎有點肅穆。晚會的主題是停火,肅穆的氣氛是對死難者的悼念吧,幾乎要給後面海運大廈的特大電視特大喇叭蓋過。
同行友人看得有點不耐煩,認為這是該振臂高呼的時候。我沒有他的那強烈的感覺,看著有參與者的發言,是在香港的人生於偏安時代偏安地區的特徵吧,發言的人表達的都是恰如其份的期許。連長毛都是有氣冇力的說他已去了次幾反戰的活動,主流媒體一點興趣都沒有。
我其實想說的是當場我有一種失語的感覺。忽然之間找說不到要說的話的內容、要說的原因和期望說完有甚麼效果。民間記者參與反對以色列濫炸黎巴嫩,不容易抓住一個很穩固的坐標。對事情認識的深淺永遠都是高處未算高,以至連帶的感性投入都時刻要自省逼自己回答究竟有沒有矯情的成份。保樹立人等本地議題固然都存在相似的問題,但當眼前的事是關乎百年以來世界地圖上大量國家的不同利益宗教意識形態的超大背景時,怎樣的參與介入姿態才是恰當的呢?
傍晚七八時的天星碼頭,有下班族的疲憊眼神、有自由行的東張西望、有放暑假學生的生龍活虎,有潮男潮女的闊佬懶理——這當然都是暴力到極的概括,筆者已是處於類似無重的狀態。說到這裡筆者這個在遠方的人竟然像被摧毀得比南黎的基建設施更破落。
我倒想說實情絕非如此。如果這能夠被說成是穿越了幻覺的說,這種無重狀態的積極性就在於:對,這就是我們身處的環境,即使不完全是這樣我們也不妨作如此假設:我們亦不必自我審查,以為需要成為中東問題專家坐擁發言權,但這不妨礙民間記者需要裝備自己繼續深究問題;有感受有激動想狂嘯也不必害羞,甚麼文類形式場合都不是充分的門檻。
了解自己的限制不等於絕望更唔等如要頭dup dup。反正一直以電視新聞電台新聞報紙新聞都只把事性描術為數字,幾多人死了,幾多枚火火箭發射了,難民多少,人道救援物資多少噸。當然繼續延伸這張數字列,難保不會由量變到質變,令我們能夠有立體的認識,有具人道關懷的語言以重新認識這件事,但現在似乎缺乏得緊要,以至我們才會只有專家、記者和讀者這幾種預先設定好存在意義的位置,只需要我們代入而無需怎樣花心思去演繹,遑論超越。
不是嗎?舉幾個例,有沒有留意,每個國家負責發炮打仗的政府部門,都是叫做國「防」部?有沒有留意聯合國發出的resolution,要求黎巴嫩停止所有攻擊(attack),而向以色列只是要求其停止所以「進攻性的軍事操作」(offensive military operation)——未一樣在這次衝突中從未出現過的事,因為以色列一直描述自己在自衛。有沒有留意同一resolution中,對黎巴嫩的要求是無條件釋放以色列士兵;但向以色列,對於被拘留黎巴嫩軍人,則只是鼓勵以「擺平件事為目標的努力」(encouraging the efforts aimed at settling the issue of the Lebanese prisoners detained in Israel)。
剛剛看新聞,聽布殊咬牙切齒說「violence must stop!」上面提到的聯合國resolution,便是布殊所說必須停止暴力的內容的一鱗半爪。在這自足的論述裡,沒有能動的位置,具行動能力的身份更是根本不大存在,除非你有戰機有大炮,辦公室在華盛頓或特拉維夫。但容我不厭其煩重複一次,了解限制不等於絕望更唔等如要頭dup dup,我失語但我不膽怯。
(這篇文章本是當作ai燭集晚會的民間報導,但抱歉,越寫越失控。無家可歸只好收在自己的地方了)
p.s. ai在晚會有提及她們正在戰區所做的工作,其實不少bingos都在那邊有不同程度的工作,綠色和平的rainbow warrior便正協助msf無國界醫生運送人道物資到貝魯特,詳情可看這裡。
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記得大學時美國攻打伊拉克, 我和一班同學決定在校園搞一個反戰晚會。我們用燭光砌了一個和平標誌, 代表我們的心聲。那個晚上我發言, 我說在香港這個地方, 離開中東十萬八千里, 要反戰其實不知從何說起, 我們做的最後都只能默哀、祈禱和悼念。後來有人批評我們太消極, 仿似將反戰的動力都去掉了, 越反戰越無力, 因為我們其實根本做不了任何事。
也許這正正就是我們的限制。地理上的距離抹煞了我們有實際作為的可能, 也難以觸動我們的神經。我們反戰, 就要對自己的位置多作思考, 如你所言, 在認清我們這難以改變現況的位置之後, 才能切實地介入事件, 而不會走入越反戰越無力的胡同中。
There is hope
Yesterday vigil is a global vigil. Many different sections of Amnesty International take parts in this.
Your voice maybe be small, like a drop in the ocean. But when there were thousands of people making the same noise, the strength of would multiple a thousand fold, enough to affect the UN and other nations.
Spread the word about this conflict, so that more people would come to understand what's going on.
As AI said yesterday, two teams were sent by AI to monitor the war, one in Lebanon and one in Israel. There were many displaced people, and they need help. UN intervention is a must.
More details here:
http://web.amnesty.org/pages/lebanonisrael-action-eng
最後勝利
誰能堅持到底,誰便勝利。
堅持是不需要大聲吶喊、頭筋暴現…的,
但必須心志柔韌。
志氣低下來,便先休息一會兒,
之後再上、再上…
這是策略啊!
《旁觀他人之痛苦》
《旁觀他人之痛苦》Regarding the Pain of Others :
『……戰爭受害者的照片本身已成為一組修辭。它們重申。它們簡化。它們煽動。它們製造了達成共識的幻覺。』
『人們熄機轉台,不全因為川流不息的影像令他們淡漠,也可能因為害怕。』
『因為戰爭,不論什麼戰爭,都似乎難以遏止,於是人們對恐怖的人禍減低反應。』
『人並非因為受到數量龐雜的影像衝擊而變得無動於衷 --- 若這是個適恰的形容。令感受呆滯的原因是有所感而無所行動。所謂冷感,所謂情感與道德知覺的痿痺狀態,其實充斥著憤慨與受挫的情緒。』
『點出一個地獄,當然不能完全告訴我們如何去拯救地獄中的眾生,或如何減緩地獄中的烈焰。然而,承認並擴大了解我們共有的寰宇之內,人禍招來的幾許苦難,仍是件好事。』
『人長大到某一年紀之後,再沒有權利如此天真、膚淺、無知、健忘。』
Wow?! Susan Sontag???
Oops......
Aiya, it reminds me of the lessons...... Just look at what kind of world we are in?!
AI Mission Diaries
Accounts of Al's missions investigating the situation in Lebanon and Israel.
Lebanon / Israel
Lebanon mission: update 3
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Sidon, 6th August
Today we went south of Beirut to Sidon, driving past more destruction to the infrastructure caused by Israeli bombardments. A huge bomb crater pits the road at one point, and cars are forced to drive carefully in single file over the makeshift 'bridge' of metal sheets that cover the enormous hole.
Meeting displaced people
Further on, we had to make a detour around a collapsed flyover destroyed by yet another Israeli air strike.
We met internally displaced people from several villages which we visited a few days ago, including survivors of the Israeli bombardments in Marwahin, Aitaroun and Srifa.
These people are living in makeshift centres for internally displaced people, mostly schools and public buildings.
The story of Aitaroun
Israeli attacks on Aitaroun have included air strikes and artillery fire. One man told us about the killing on 17 July of 13 civilians, including nine children and five elderly people. Nine more people were killed on the following day. Some of those who have survived the attacks on Aitaroun are still in hospital, and do not know that their relatives have been killed.
No way of knowing
We also spoke to one family from the Hay Mahfara area of Srifa who left on the first day of bombing, believing they would only be away for a day or two. More than three weeks later, they do not even know whether their home still exists or if it has been destroyed, like so many others. One woman, a mother of three children, told us she has heard rumours that her home has been destroyed, but also that it is still standing. She has no way of knowing.
Another man told us how his cousins visiting from Brazil were killed in an Israeli air strike three weeks ago. The entire family was wiped out. Aqil Mara'I and his wife Ahlam Jaber, both in their 30s, and their seven-year-old son Hedi and four- year-old daughter Zainab were all killed in an attack on the three-storey building where they were staying. Their bodies remained under the rubble until the following day.
The survivors of Marwahin
We met several survivors of the killing of 25 civilians, most of them women and children, from the Marwahin village on 12 July, on the first day of the conflict. After the Israeli army called on villagers to leave hundreds of people assembled in the main square of Marwahin, home to some 3,000 people, and from there walked to the base of the UNIFIL (United Nation Interim Force in Lebanon), near the village seeking shelter but were turned away. Some of the villagers went back home, too scared to take the road out of the village, and scores of others decided to leave in a convoy of several pick up trucks and cars.
The convoy was traveling on the costal road towards the town of Tyre but it came under Israeli artillery fire and had to turn back a couple of times and then continued. When it reached the vicinity of area of al-Bayada the convoy again came under fire and the second and third vehicles, a pick up truck and a car, were hit. The first shell was apparently fired by the Israeli navy, whose ships were besieging the Lebanese coast, followed by at least two missiles fired by Israeli helicopters. All the passengers of the pick-up truck and two passengers of the car behind it were killed and several others were injured.
The passengers of the first car said that they were too afraid to stop and continued on to Tyre, where they later learned of the fate which had befallen their traveling companions. The passengers of the other vehicles returned back to the village, where they said that they lived in fear of being killed until they were able to leave in the following days. Some elderly people remained in the village and their relatives have not been able to contact them for more than three weeks because access roads to the village and the electricity network in the area have been destroyed by Israeli bombardments since the outbreak of the conflict.
The families of two elderly men said they were worried that the two men may be dead and asked if we could help to find out what has happened to them. Some of the villagers from Aitaroun also told us their wives and children are still in the village but they do not know what has happened to them, and hoped we might be able to find news of them. However, neither we nor other NGOs or journalists have any way of helping. No one can go to this or other villages as anyone travelling on the roads which lead to most of the villages in South Lebanon would be at risk from Israeli air strikes and artillery fire.
Not able to pull people out of the rubble
A young man whose mother we looked for last week in the village of Ainata, told us that he is still without news of her since the beginning of the conflict. Last week, when he heard that we were in the area of his village he asked us to go to his mother's house to find out what has happened to her. When we reached the village we found it deserted, many of its houses destroyed, including the woman's house. We could look into the first two rooms of the house but the kitchen and bathroom were completely flattened and we could not establish if she was under the rubble, as this could not be shifted without heavy machinery. However, no such equipment was available in the village and no one could be brought in. When we visited the village, during the 48-hour suspension of air strikes announced by the Israeli authorities, heavy artillery fire continued around this and other villages in the area. Since then, Israeli bombardments have resumed in full and movement in and around most villages in South Lebanon is impossible.
We also met several families from the village of Srifa, which we visited a few days ago. We did not dare to tell these families about the extent of the destruction we witnessed in the village, where scores of houses have been literally pulverized by repeated Israeli air strikes and the bodies of some of the villagers remain buried under the rubble of their homes.
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Israel mission: update 3
Nahariya, 06/08/06
Today our mission headed further north to the city of Nahariya, which sits about five miles from the Lebanese border and is one the cities that has been hardest hit by the rockets. According to the municipality and police officials, approximately 350 rockets have hit inside the city limits and another 450 in the surrounding area. The municipality told us that two people have been killed and 68 injured in the city and estimates that over 1,000 houses have been damaged. Ordinarily Nahariya is a busy tourist town in the summer, but when we arrive it is virtually deserted.
Visiting Western Galilee Hospital
After a short briefing by the city spokesperson, we headed to the Western Galilee Hospital in Nahariya. The hospital estimates it has treated 1,300 patients, about 65% of which were for psychological trauma. Others were more seriously injured including a storekeeper from Nahariya who lost his leg when a rocket fell near his store. The hospital had built an elaborate underground facility, including everything from a dialysis unit to an underground network of roads. The deputy director of the hospital told us they built the underground part of the hospital hoping they would never have to use it. Shortly after the war began, they were able to move many of the hospital's essential functions either underground or to safer parts of the hospital. The hills of Lebanon are clearly visible from the north facing windows.
Hospital within firing range
The hospital, did in fact sustain a direct hit. A rocket hit a patient's room a few days after the patients on that floor had been moved elsewhere. Although only one room was hit directly, all the rooms that we saw on the floor had clear signs of damage. While we were inspecting the damage, the sirens went off for the first of many times today, and we took the opportunity to look at the underground facility.
Underground we saw everything from patients getting their regular dialysis treatments, to a day care centre for the children of employees to people who had been injured. Some of the injured were older residents who fell while running to shelters including a 66- year old woman who broke her thigh when she fell down the stairs while trying to get to the shelter in her building's basement and an 84-year old woman who fell when a bomb exploded near the shelter she was in when she was trying to get to the shelter's bathroom. We also talked to a 13-year old boy who was injured in the same incident that killed five people in Acre the day before we arrived. The boy's mother said she considered that day to be his birthday, because he was born again since he was only injured and not killed in the explosion.
Among the other patients we met was a five-year-old boy from the Arab village of Maj'd al-Krum who was injured by the same missile that killed two of his uncles. He was eating ice-cream in his uncle's car when the bomb hit.
Visiting public shelters
From the hospital we went to visit some of the public shelters, where many of the cities' residents have spent the past 26 days mostly underground. The emotions of the people we spoke to ranged from resignation, to indignation, to barely suppressed rage. In the first shelter we visited, most of the people were not sleeping in the shelters since there had been fewer rockets at night, but many spent the entire day there, going out only for an hour a day to shop or run other errands. There was about 20-40 in the shelter, including around five children. We were told that the family with children was sleeping in the shelter. Several people we met told us that families with children were being much more cautious.
Overwhelming fear
In the second shelter we visited, which was only one block away, the situation was much different. The shelter was "home" to around 40 people, including 10 children. Most of them had been living there 24 hours a day since the first rockets hit Nahariya on the second day of the conflict. Since they were so close to the border, they told us, that the sirens often go off after the bombs hit or simultaneously. This made many of them too afraid to step outside. One woman told us "We do everything in fear. We eat in fear, we sit in fear. We shower in fear. We sleep in fear." All of the people we spoke to in the shelter told us that their nerves were shot and rubbed raw. The main problem was that they did not know when it would end.
Update: Haifa hit by several rockets
As we were leaving Nahariya, we heard that Haifa had been hit with several rockets. We arrived shortly after the those who had been killed and injured had already been pulled from the rubble and taken to the hospital. We visited three of the sites that had been hit, including one building that had collapsed entirely, and two others that were badly damaged. Again we saw the signs of the metal marbles that we have seen at all the other sites that had been hit by the rockets.
We then headed to Rambam Hospital to try to gather information about the casualties. The hospital reported that three people had been killed and they had over 60 casualties. The other two hospitals in the city had received over 100 casualties. Most of the casualties, however, were treated for shock and released, although they were still compiling figures for the other injuries.
While we were there, they had just begun the process of evacuating over 100 patients from the oncology ward into the basement. Unlike Nahariya which had a purpose built facility, they were simply moving patients into what used to be a storage are they had airconditioned on an emergency basis. The maternity ward and the pediatric intensive care had been moved earlier. These facilities all used to have a view of the ocean facing north. In the past this had provided patients with what was thought was a restful view to help with the healing process. With the recent round of missiles hitting the city, the circumstances, we were told, it had simply become too dangerous.
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
Lebanon mission: update 2
The last two nights have seen some of the heaviest bombardment of Beirut. More civilian infrastructure has been destroyed. Today we visited Baalbak in the Beqaa valley.
Beqaa Valley, 5th August
We drove up to the Beqaa Valley town of Baalbak today, about 150 km east of Beirut and famous for its ruins of Roman temples. At about 10 am, as we were passing by the village of Hilanya, there was an Israeli air strike on a fuel truck outside a small garage on the main road, setting the truck ablaze. Thick black smoke rose above the flames as the traffic was diverted and villagers hurried away from the main road and from the burning truck.
Repeated Israeli air strikes on the town have forced close to 80% of the population of Baalbak – some 120,000 - to flee. Entire neighbourhoods and suburbs are now totally deserted. Clothes hang from washing lines and cats scurry around the streets but most of the residents have left in the past two weeks. We drove through eerily silent neighbourhood after neighbourhood.
Baalbak City, 5th August
Several neighbourhoods in Baalbak have been totally destroyed by repeated Israeli bombardments. Whole blocks of houses have been reduced to lumps of rubble. Several residents have been killed in such attacks and as a result the remaining inhabitants have been forcibly displaced by the fear of such attacks. The families have moved elsewhere, flooding other cities and towns. At least 800,000 of people have been forcibly displaced from their homes by the frequent Israeli bombardments, and a country with a population of less than 4 million is struggling to cope. Some have fled to neighbouring Syria or to other countries, but hundreds of thousands are sleeping in schools and public parks.
In Baalbak we heard from eyewitnesses, including medical doctors, about how an entire family was wiped out in an Israeli air strike. During the night of 1 and 2 August, a family of agricultural workers, a husband and wife and four of their children, aged between three and fifteen were killed, and their other three children, aged from nine months to nine years, were seriously wounded, when Israeli forces launched scores of missiles into several areas of Baalbak. In the same night the air strikes killed several other people, including a pregnant woman and two children in a nearby neighbourhood.
We later investigated the reported killings of at least 23 agricultural workers in an Israeli air strike on 4 August (yesterday) on the village of al-Qaa, North of Baalbak. A local priest told us that he witnessed the air strike from the roof of his church compound. He said that as he was preparing to leave to go to the scene of the attack to offer assistance another missile hit the same farm. He rushed there and found that at least 23 Syrian agricultural workers, including at least five women, had been killed and several others injured.
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Israel mission: update 2
Northern District, 5th August
On the second day of our mission, we started the day in by meeting with the director of health services for the Northern District. She is responsible for coordinating health services for approximately 1,200,000 residents, which she says is split equally between Jewish and Arab residents. Later in the day we met with the director of the mayor's office in lower Nazareth.
She explained that main difference between this conflict and ones in the past, was that many Israeli cities, towns and villages that had never been hit before by rockets were being hit for the first time. This has meant that people were not prepared, and a major impact from a public health perspective has been from people experiencing psychological trauma and anxiety. They were also helping people cope with the psychological effects of being in or in and out of shelters for 25 straight days. They had learned from past experience in dealing with trauma victims that the earlier counseling was provided the lower the long term effects were so they were trying to provide counseling to victims as soon as they could.
While the government has been trying to get as many people as possible to evacuate, many are unable or unwilling to leave. And in many cases evacuating people who were elderly or with major health problems presented logistical challenges. The government mobilized ambulances, physicians, and paramedics to move people to safety, but we were told that two elderly patients still died while being transported to safer parts of the country. According to the health ministry, about 2/3 of the populations of the population had fled from the Northern District.
For the population that is left, in addition to providing psychological services, they were dealing with the challenges of trying to provide the same basic health services they were providing in the past as well as additional health challenges presented by the civilians living in the shelters. Even with mobilizing all of its resources the authorities were only able to visit a small percentage of the shelters to make a health assessment. In cities like Nahariya and Kiryat Shmona which had been particularly hard hit, trying to provide services like chemotherapy and kidney dialysis was straining hospitals and other facilities already coping with people who had been injured.
Nazareth, North Israel, 5th August
We then went to Nazereth which is the largest Arab city in Israel. Two children had been killed in Nazareth while playing outside in the early days of the conflict. We were told that at the time there were no sirens functioning, so the children, young brothers who were outside their home playing, had no warning. The municipality representative told us that even if they had heard a siren, shelters in Arab areas are virtually non-existent, although the reasons behind this is something we need to continue to follow up on. In Nazareth most of the population has not left, although some of the more affluent residents had fled. About 50% of the population lives below the poverty line.
We also met with representatives of two women's groups who were helping Arab women deal with the conflict. In addition to dealing with their own stress over the rockets falling on Nazareth and nearby, they were also responsible for caring for their families. Since none of the nursery schools or kindergartens had shelters or safe rooms, they had to be closed down.
On our way out of town the sirens went off again. This time there was no were no formal shelters, but we were invited by local shopkeepers into a backroom that had no windows and was relatively safe. But the majority of the people nearby just looked at the sky. Today, the media reported that three more Israelis, all Arabs, were killed. Yesterday, reports stated that three Israelis were killed and today three more were killed. All of the those who have died since we have arrived have been Israeli Arabs.
Clearly the Israeli health and other services are pressed to their maximum to cope with the conflict, and that is with their infrastructure still in place. We wondered what the other half of our delegation was finding in Lebanon, where most of the infrastructure had been destroyed.
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Lebanon Mission: update 1
In village after village, we saw a similar story: evidence of families leaving quickly, abandoning food and laundry as though they didn't expect to be away for long. The bodies of people killed in their homes in several villages are still under the rubble. In some villages the stench of rotting corpses is unbearable. Roaming dogs often offer an indication of where the bodies are buried.
South Lebanon , 31 July-1 August
Several corpses were removed during the 48-hour air strike suspension announced by the Israeli authorities. In some areas the International Committee of the Red Cross (ICRC) and Lebanese Red Cross could not reach places where the bodies lay, because there were no guarantees from the Israeli military that they would be safe.
Bint Jbail
It was left to journalists to pull bodies from the rubble and carry them on doors to ambulances waiting in less exposed areas. Three journalists in Bin Jbail told us how they had carried bodies, and had also found a distressed woman digging with her bare hand and pleading with them to help her find her sister under the rubble of a demolished house - she had not been able to approach the house before because of the continuous Israeli fire in the area. They helped her and eventually found two elderly women, one of them disabled and bed-ridden, and an elderly man alive under the rubble. The disabled woman had been soiling herself after days in her bed and her brother had had to tie her hands because she was biting them and ripping her skin.
Srifa
In Srifa, where during the night of 18-19 July some 15 people were killed in their homes, we saw a head sticking out of the rubble of a demolished house; the body was entirely trapped under heavy rubble which could not be moved without heavy machinery which is not available in the village. Several other bodies remain but cannot be reached at all.
In several villages, we gathered many stories about the impact of this conflict on people's daily lives:
Supermarkets have been destroyed seemingly as part of the drive to force out remaining villagers who had remained in spite of having been cut off from outside supplies.
Electricity lines were destroyed in the first attacks, so people were cut off from the outside world as they could not recharge their mobile phones. The few places with landlines - hospitals, some municipal buildings - found them cut early on.
All along the way to south Lebanon, petrol stations were shelled from the first few days and as trucks have been the target of air strikes from the outset, it has become impossible for fuel supplies to reach petrol stations in villages. The lack of fuel is an acute problem, making it difficult and in many cases impossible for villagers to leave, and for those wishing to remain to get outside supplies. Any remaining petrol supplies are very expensive.
People are afraid to travel on the roads, and not just in the South. Even just outside Beirut, those who do get on the road are terrified of being anywhere near trucks, even small trucks, as these have been particularly targeted. Drivers take additional risks to overtake and get away from trucks as fast as they can - even open trucks carrying fruit and vegetables - as they are seen as likely targets.
The massive and rapid displacement of people from their villages in the south and the difficult or impossible communication links between those in the southern villages and the outside world have made it difficult to help the internally displaced people, or even to know who has gone where and when.
Hospitals and other centres are completely overwhelmed. Relatives of southern villagers who are elsewhere in the country are panicked. They told us that they have no means of getting news of their relatives in the South, and have not been able to go there due to the danger of road travel.
Without telephone or TV, news had travelled mainly through journalists, humanitarian workers and others who have been moving between villages, but families in more isolated house have been completely cut off, terrified to stay, and terrified to leave.
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Israel Mission: update 1
Arriving in Tel Aviv, 4th August
The mission arrived in Tel Aviv and headed straight up to north to Haifa. The day we left had one of the highest civilian death tolls in Israel since the conflict began three weeks ago so we were expecting the situation to be tense.
Haifa
From Haifa, the first stop on our agenda was visiting the city of Carmiel. Driving through Haifa on our way to Carmiel we could see several buildings that had been damaged in recent rocket attacks. Usually on a Friday morning both Carmiel and Haifa would be bustling with people doing their shopping for the Sabbath. But we were all very surprised at how quiet they were, Carmiel in particular was virtually empty of people on the streets.
Carmiel
We met up with people from the Carmiel municipality who took us to see several houses that had been hit by Hizbullah rockets. In the first house we visited, a rocket had came through the roof of one apartment and went through the floor to the apartment below. Luckily no one was home at the time on the top floor and no one was seriously injured below. Both apartments are currently uninhabitable.
The municipality estimates that 30% of the population have left the city. The way they have been trying to measure the number of people who were still there and who have left is by counting the number of trash bins that are empty and those that are full. The municipality, as other municipalities throughout the country, are working to provide basic services to those residents who are spending most of their times in shelters or afraid to leave their homes. When we pulled up to the building there were over a dozen volunteers packing up meals to deliver to people who were still in the city. They estimated they provided food to about 2,500 people per day.
Acre
From Carmiel we moved on to Acre, where again we met with people from the municipality. Acre is a mixed city with a large Israeli Arab population (Palestinian citizens of Israel). Acre was even more deserted than Carmiel, because the day before five people had died when they left their shelter prematurely.
We were told that two of the people who died were killed by small steel balls that have been packed into the rocket's warhead. In addition to killing and injuring many civilians, everywhere we saw places where rockets had hit we saw evidence of these still balls, with walls, windows, and even steel fences damaged and often with the steel balls still embedded.
Most of the sites where rockets have hit have been cleaned up and repaired, but we were able to visit a kindergarten that had been hit, although again luckily no children were there at the time.The soundtrack for the day was the sound of air raid sirens and rockets.
Over 10 times during the day we had to seek shelter when the air raid sirens went off, including three times while driving where the only thing we could do was pull over quickly and do the best we could to lay low.
Across from the kindergarten we met an 85 -year-old woman who spent most of her time sitting right outside the shelter because she was blind and unable to make it up and downstairs every time the sirens went off.
We did hear reports that in many Arab neighborhoods the air raids sirens either aren't working or aren't present.
For us, it was just one day, but many Israelis have been living like this for weeks.
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